for better or worse

The Brownies eventually succeeded in his 13 years effort pursuing his dream post by squashing cherie's cheesy and weary Blairy out of the house of commons.. good riddance
will it be a good reinstallment anyway?
will be reviewed after 30 days..

nouvelle moi..encore ;)

Blog bliss is once again refurbished .

i personally prefer this new look to the previous ones.

hmm cant wait for tomorrow to dawn in.
not because of the penang bridge marathon , which literally took place at dawn.
i have plenty other reasons to be happy tomorrow. cheri, shopping, la fete, cheri again hehe.
cant control the mushiness. hahaha

penang is indeed very festive..

world music festival

FETE DE LA MUSIQUE is in PENANG!!!!

this weekend...
Enfin i may get to walk along the street feeling once again like the ones in dublin or France;))
ahhh ouiiiii j'adoreeeee

the beautiful minds

you know,i can help comparing the characters in Heroes with the psychiatric patients. they have most of the signs (especially peter petrelli ;p ) - grandiose ideas ( or should i say grandiose delusions?) such as ' i know im special, that i'm meant for something big, important' or hiro nakamura's concrete believe that he was a real Hero. those psychotic patients presented with symptoms exactly like these characters have. and im not exaggerating. Some even thought they are the latest prophet chosen by God or worse, they think they are God. big trouble to handle there huhu.
if heroes wasnt a fiction, i bet they are no different from those mentally ill people. they believe they can do things that are very bizarre to normal and competent thinking. they 'hear', they 'see' and they 'do' things that are unreal to us. and delusional thoughts like they are some sort of CIA agents are pretty common too.well, it's crazy isn't it. and oh, Prof Suresh in Heroes actually suggested that cockroach is God. who can be crazier than that.

during my umrah trip to mekah 5 years ago, i encountered a lady who claimed to have seen and been followed by a genie, who kept conversing with her, asked her to do things, even proposing to her.i believed her then but now i guess i don't perceive it that way anymore. I'm not saying she's lying. but I'm more prone to believe (fairly strongly) that she was hallucinating. it's really a pity to be in her shoes. because the voices and visuals seemed very real to them.

one more thing that has changed, is my perception towards Jim Carey: i now believe that he truly is a manic or a hypomanic. no one in the 'right mind' can talk as fast and act as bizarre as he does. but come to think of it, many writers, lyricists, poets, artists ARE manics. that's where their outstanding and special talents originate actually. hmmm...
psychiatry is fascinating..

que sera sera

oh hohohohoho

internal polemic

i think i ve consumed too much msg that my brain processing are getting critically slower lately..


what i want is what i dont get... yet. (sigh)


i wonder when will Allah punish the ever ungrateful, bullish, merciless zionists? they dont deserve to live the way they are now. God knows how much i reserve hatred for them.

north american junkies

cant believe Melinda Doolittle was voted out. minah (seemingly) turner syndrome tu is my favourite contestant. i wouldnt care much had her lousy fellow competitor blake was actually a real match to her amazing singing ability, but obviously he wasn't.

wanna buy some cool t-shirts from an 'international' muslim company? check out phatwa factory website . like they said, 'laughing isn't haram. seriously'.

i suddenly realize i have piles of assignments to finish by this week. aduihh... cmne nii:(

3 in 1

been a long time since i posted craps.
and lots of things had happened too.
Psycho-fascist Sarkozy won the election by a very slim majority. if only Villepin hadnt messed up last year.. This is the same Sarkozy who called the 'oppressed n discriminated' suburb youngsters as 'scums' and anyone with sane mind would know that such comments will only ignite even greater (quite literally) blazing violences. This is also the same Sarko who reduced road death tolls by enforcing the law that ridiculously stated only those who died within 2 days of a certain road accident are considered as road accident deaths.how stupid is that? oh well no surprise at all that he is actually very inclined to be another idiot man's ally; George 'the Warlord' Bush. i dont know. i hope i was wrong about him. for personal reason too.

The 'abducted' briton girl story also attracts my attention . She is soo enchantingly cute. i guess may be at least partially for that reason that a handful of business tycoons plus several famous figures are 'famously' contributing rewards for anyone who could find and bring her back safely.imagine being a millionaire in a blink! the cumulative amount now is approximately 2.5 million pound! and if you convert that to Ringgit Malaysia, that is more than 15 millions! huhuhu

2.5mil pound Madeleine

my weekends are so cheerful these days. My weekdays too actually. last week i was attached to a hospice ( a palliative care centre for teminally ill people). its main scope of service and perhaps most crucial one is home visit to these less fortunate people's house , twice a week. i followed a very nice Irish born middle aged lady, Irene for this purpose. it was, totally a new experience for me. you actually deal with the patients in a whole. you got to see their lives, their families, their homes, their crisis. and how these things affects their means of survival. most of the time, it's pretty sad. but that's what this hospice workers are trying to change. they try to give them hope, and as a gentle reminder to them that there are people who care.

terjebak sudah

1. Name one person who made you smile today. - miey

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? wishing ( in vain) i was still sleeping coz i know today's gonaa be scuk

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? rolling in bed

4. What is something that happened to you in 2007? nothing

5. What was the last thing you said aloud? i haven't said a word today actually

6. How many different things did you drink today? just my morning tea

7. What color is your hairbrush? Blue

8. What was the last thing you bought? a burger

9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday? a perfume i guess (if it meant as a birthday gift) or perhaps some large rectangular 'board' from daddy. cant decide which one is last.

10. What color is your front door? wooden grey?

11. Where do you keep your change? in my 9 year-old wallet

12. What was the weather like today? hot n labile but paradoxically gloomy

13. What is the best ice cream flavor? vanilla with chocolate chip

14. What is something you are excited about? huhuhu...

15. When was the last rainbow you saw? cant remember the last, but i do remember vividly one occasion witnessing a rainbow in The Burren while on a road trip with nzr n zaid.

16. What size shoe do you wear? 5

18. Are you very random? i am very predictable

19. Do you want to cut your hair? hell yes.

26. Are you ticklish? Why? yes. coz i am meant to be like that, u idiot.

27. Are you typically a jealous person? lately yes.

28. What was the last thing someone said to you? dah siap

29. What did the last text message you received say? home address from mom (confidential for disclosure aight?)

32. Do you chew on your straws? i bite them

33. Do you have curly hair?my religion exempts me from answering this question i suppose?:P

34. What is the next concert you're going to? hmm this isnt my stuff really. but i wish to see Muse. i ve seen westlife. and i'm looking forward to any opportunity of watching classical concerts like josh groban's, il divo's, n some country folks like keith urban n rascal flat.

35. Who is the shi**est person in your life? quite a number.

36. How many times have you swore today?i said i havent spoken a word today. swear words included! besides i try my best to limit the 'swearing' things to stuff like damn, shoot n what the hell..

37. What is something you say a lot? oh my goodness?

38. What is the last thing you ate? a burger

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"? what's that?

40. Do you have work tomorrow? still jobless

41. Is marriage in your future? on my mind 24/7

42. When was the last time you said "I love you"? erm yesterday?

43. What should you be doing right now? probably hanging out at the mall, or anything that signifies im enjoying my weekend.

44. Do you have a nickname? who doesnt

45. Are you a heavy sleeper? depends. i was last night.

46. What is the best movie(s) you've seen in the past two weeks? i ve only seen 3 movies these past two weeks n i vote for 'the queen'.

47. Is there anyone you like right now?yes

48. When was the last time you cook the dishes? last night.

49. Are you currently depressed? yes?

50. Did you cry today? about to

special

entry khas buat zaihana

tahniah miey:)

you are a very lucky girl

hugs n kisses

=)

everything about 'ma vie' is a bliss:)

yey yey. dapat balik address BLOG-BLISS.blogspot.com

huhuhuhu gembiranyaaaaaa. and today was fantastic. so dis yesterday:)

you know, at time like this, i feel as if my life is perfect:) just hope this feeling lasts long hihihik.

i am a happy blogger right now.

bday wish

i have this mixed feeling. i am pretty confused. which one should i go for? to be happy or otherwise? i dont know.

this blog turned two years old on april 21st 07. happy birthday dear. sorry for the late wish. i sort of.. forgot ya:p

batu uban was nice.

too good to be true:)

God knows how this anticipation is eating me up. i cant wait;))

el es putin.

invincible

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Lets use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible

Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your souls unbreakable

i got attached to the lyric the second/third time listening to this song 4 months ago:)
yeah belajar rajin2! n let's be strong !

life's short.. make the best out of it:)

cerite org org glamer

Prince William recently broke up with his remarkably long-time girlfriend, Kate Middleton. Now people, the Buckingham palace gate is open once again. go grab the prince and you would stand a chance to be the next england queen hahaha (just the thoughts of Camilia parker bowles wearing that queenish crown horrify me u know huhu) . by the way, i found the prince not so handsome anymore. may be it just me, u can guess why la kan hehe;))

to be honest, i actually like the kate girl. she looks sophisticated. fairly fortunate-looking ( she looks a bit like Lindsay lohan - which of course not pretty at all kan:P . but kate somehow looks better) . n i sort of respected william for sticking up to one girl like that. but well, i guess he doesn't deserve my salute after all. like daddy( n mommy?) like son la hahaha.

u rock.. er i mean u pop!

have you guys seen lavigne's latest video clip ; Girlfriend?

wanna know what i think?

i think she's too much 'sold out' already. yeah, she's like soo whatever

i remember her brutal critic on britney being so poppy and Bambi. she's not much different now herself

like the Butterfingers put it ; Ruined by the selling out.

love is a bliss

i guess i would be this type of mom in the future heheh. doctor has to read book for life ok. actually this was pretty much my mom's situation too when she got me. she was on her final year. she'd carry me around to sleep with one hand and a book on the other.

i think it was the husband who drew this picture. how sweet.

i guess im putting this pic out of copyright term. please visit this site for compensation

http://www.piersidegallery.com/artists/pino/

the ones i love

i called my grandma this afternoon,and my mom texted me around 6 o clock. i told them im gonna spend the remaining 'break' here most probably. they sounded a bit disappointed. im sorry, i really didnt mean to. i wish i didnt have to live so far away from the ones i love who love me .so that i dont have to miss them. it feels much better to just love you know..
apart of me feels good though.. at least i know they miss my presence.they re looking forward to having me back again.it means i mean something to them. n the thought of that can both make me cry n smile simultaneously :")

n yes, being in the presence of mon cheri is one of the things that i constantly daydream about..
i miss him too.

encore, c'est le roi soleil

extracts from the musical theater. not the best extractions id say. this doesnt do justice to the mesmerizing performances of the spectacle

TAG-of-war

exam is over.. well provided i won't be called for viva.
but for now, yeah it's over. both ENT and Ophthalmology OSCE were pretty scuked actually. heheh. it was fun doin the ophthal OSCE, even though my case presentation was hopelessly a blunder. aiyoo pakcik, i asked specifically whether your chief complaint was blur vision or visual loss. n u kept repeating it was blurring of vision. duh. u made the whole thing went haywire you know. xpe lah pakcik. u r very nice anyway. the two examiners ( from ministry of health) kept smirking n even bluntly laughed at my stupid irrelevant answers. chiss.

i wasn't called for ophthal oral. which means, i am neither at the borderline nor (very much expectedly) a likely candidate for a first class honours. whatever, i just hope i am not among the failures.
ENT.. ntah bile nak kuar oral list. n seriously, i am more concerned of my ENT exam perfomance than of the Ophthalmology. soalan OSCE seme xde kene mngene ngan mnde routinely belajar ke?? horor lah. of all things vocal cord papillomatosis y kuar, cis lagi. tanye la mnde common kat malaysia. nasopharyngeal ca contoh nye. ni thyroid ca mnde syllabus surgery jugak y kuar.double chis-es. sorry ye guys. just nak melepaskn geram. im sure u pretty much have no idea what i was merepek-ing about. neither do i actually haha.

okeh, i've been tagged by my two friends ( miey comel ngn Jhaz the traveller) to list down six weird stuff about me. Or was it 6 things about me that could confirm i am a weirdo? doesn't matter, i am a relevant subject either way.

1) i am not a fruit eater

dont ask me what fruit i dont eat. instead, ask the opposite q. trust me, u'll be saving a significantly a lot of time with the latter q. durian is my arch enemy. so, if any of u baru lepas makan durian, duk jauh jauh n please please dont touch me ok. i really cant stand it.

2) i can be a real selekeh vague-looking ala betty la feya at times and a real bergaya to the bit sylo chic the other. tak lah up to the bon chic bon genre league, tp on my level of vogue looking definition, cukup bergaya da la kot ( abis la kene condemn ngan ilyasak pas ni- pengkritik tetap of my daily outfit) hahahah. well...i sort of have a cycle on this u c ;p

3) i often have a very different understanding and concept compared to my fellow colleagues' , on the exact same things that we study on.

4) i prefer to shop alone. coz i usually dont like to do the waiting part. u see, i have to complete the 'tawaf' of the mall. hehe. the exception would be shopping with my sweetheart la kot, coz i love buying things for him( ...or teman him to buy things most of the time;p;p). but there's a different between meeting frens at a mall for 'meeting or entertainment sake' and shopping-spree purpose ok. i love doing the former.

5) i love driving. n with that come speeding. is that weird? ntah lah.

6) day dreaming is my routine part time job. go figure .

err i am supposed to tag people. but i dont know who else to tag. my cheri nak ke? hehe. kalau sudi wat la k;)) or else,this tagging game ends here pour moi :)

sepatah kate farid vogue ; daaaaaahhhhhh ;p

burden

kgkadang terase diri ni suke nyusahkn org lain. susah kn mak bapak. susahkn kekasih. kgkawan kadang2 ade gk mase y kne disusahkn.

sy cume harap w/pun sy susahkn mereka, mereka akan tetap syg saya. sebab saye sayang mereka. yey yey nak balik tgh bulan ni.

wawasan twenty twenty

menarik x number tu? hehe .kebetulan time cek, ini numbernye. cant resist to print screen ;))

ophthamology madness

sorry about the technical problem:)

my blog has turned back to normal now. but the address didnt. tensen tul.

went to the eye clinic and ward pagi dan ptg. kiasu x? hahaha

terpakse. tomorrow last day leh assess patients kat spital. after that, any ward or clinic visit will be prohibited. apparently for quarantine purposes. cam pasar raye clinic tu pnuh ngn med student carik mangsa. my first patient of the day was this one wheelchair bound lady with diabetic retinopathy. she was initially reluctant to let me do fundoscopy on her eyes since she couldnt stand anymore glares from the opthalmoscope's lights. thanks to dozens of fellow kiasu med students before me. then while practicing my doc-patient communicating skill with her, without any intention to further pursue my errand, i explained to her why suddenly so many of us crowding the clinics, that the osce exam will be next week and we only got tomorrow left to practice on real patients. and may be, just may be, she was so touched by my pathetically-sweet facial expression (hehe perasan kan? ;p;p) that she actually offered me to look into her fundus(inner eye part). she said something like, ' klu mcm tu, buleh la adik, kena berlatih nak periksa, meh tgk meh' - org mengantuk mintak bantal dapat tilam sekali nampak nye hehehe.

sepetang berdiri dlm bilik doktor tu letih gak la. da la tgh sakit perut.. takpe .. demi Ilmu.

bored

i feel fat, old and trashed


i took the stairs today coz i began to worry of not doing enough exercise ( have i done any?) and i eat too much.hehe
i feel old coz im almost 24
i feel trashed coz i just feel like it