Tuesday, May 22, 2007

internal polemic

i think i ve consumed too much msg that my brain processing are getting critically slower lately..

what i want is what i dont get... yet. (sigh)

i wonder when will Allah punish the ever ungrateful, bullish, merciless zionists? they dont deserve to live the way they are now. God knows how much i reserve hatred for them.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

north american junkies

cant believe Melinda Doolittle was voted out. minah (seemingly) turner syndrome tu is my favourite contestant. i wouldnt care much had her lousy fellow competitor blake was actually a real match to her amazing singing ability, but obviously he wasn't.

wanna buy some cool t-shirts from an 'international' muslim company? check out phatwa factory website . like they said, 'laughing isn't haram. seriously'.

i suddenly realize i have piles of assignments to finish by this week. aduihh... cmne nii:(

Monday, May 14, 2007

3 in 1

been a long time since i posted craps.
and lots of things had happened too.
Psycho-fascist Sarkozy won the election by a very slim majority. if only Villepin hadnt messed up last year.. This is the same Sarkozy who called the 'oppressed n discriminated' suburb youngsters as 'scums' and anyone with sane mind would know that such comments will only ignite even greater (quite literally) blazing violences. This is also the same Sarko who reduced road death tolls by enforcing the law that ridiculously stated only those who died within 2 days of a certain road accident are considered as road accident deaths.how stupid is that? oh well no surprise at all that he is actually very inclined to be another idiot man's ally; George 'the Warlord' Bush. i dont know. i hope i was wrong about him. for personal reason too.

The 'abducted' briton girl story also attracts my attention . She is soo enchantingly cute. i guess may be at least partially for that reason that a handful of business tycoons plus several famous figures are 'famously' contributing rewards for anyone who could find and bring her back safely.imagine being a millionaire in a blink! the cumulative amount now is approximately 2.5 million pound! and if you convert that to Ringgit Malaysia, that is more than 15 millions! huhuhu

2.5mil pound Madeleine

my weekends are so cheerful these days. My weekdays too actually. last week i was attached to a hospice ( a palliative care centre for teminally ill people). its main scope of service and perhaps most crucial one is home visit to these less fortunate people's house , twice a week. i followed a very nice Irish born middle aged lady, Irene for this purpose. it was, totally a new experience for me. you actually deal with the patients in a whole. you got to see their lives, their families, their homes, their crisis. and how these things affects their means of survival. most of the time, it's pretty sad. but that's what this hospice workers are trying to change. they try to give them hope, and as a gentle reminder to them that there are people who care.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

terjebak sudah

1. Name one person who made you smile today. - miey

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? wishing ( in vain) i was still sleeping coz i know today's gonaa be scuk

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? rolling in bed

4. What is something that happened to you in 2007? nothing

5. What was the last thing you said aloud? i haven't said a word today actually

6. How many different things did you drink today? just my morning tea

7. What color is your hairbrush? Blue

8. What was the last thing you bought? a burger

9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday? a perfume i guess (if it meant as a birthday gift) or perhaps some large rectangular 'board' from daddy. cant decide which one is last.

10. What color is your front door? wooden grey?

11. Where do you keep your change? in my 9 year-old wallet

12. What was the weather like today? hot n labile but paradoxically gloomy

13. What is the best ice cream flavor? vanilla with chocolate chip

14. What is something you are excited about? huhuhu...

15. When was the last rainbow you saw? cant remember the last, but i do remember vividly one occasion witnessing a rainbow in The Burren while on a road trip with nzr n zaid.

16. What size shoe do you wear? 5

18. Are you very random? i am very predictable

19. Do you want to cut your hair? hell yes.

26. Are you ticklish? Why? yes. coz i am meant to be like that, u idiot.

27. Are you typically a jealous person? lately yes.

28. What was the last thing someone said to you? dah siap

29. What did the last text message you received say? home address from mom (confidential for disclosure aight?)

32. Do you chew on your straws? i bite them

33. Do you have curly hair?my religion exempts me from answering this question i suppose?:P

34. What is the next concert you're going to? hmm this isnt my stuff really. but i wish to see Muse. i ve seen westlife. and i'm looking forward to any opportunity of watching classical concerts like josh groban's, il divo's, n some country folks like keith urban n rascal flat.

35. Who is the shi**est person in your life? quite a number.

36. How many times have you swore today?i said i havent spoken a word today. swear words included! besides i try my best to limit the 'swearing' things to stuff like damn, shoot n what the hell..

37. What is something you say a lot? oh my goodness?

38. What is the last thing you ate? a burger

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"? what's that?

40. Do you have work tomorrow? still jobless

41. Is marriage in your future? on my mind 24/7

42. When was the last time you said "I love you"? erm yesterday?

43. What should you be doing right now? probably hanging out at the mall, or anything that signifies im enjoying my weekend.

44. Do you have a nickname? who doesnt

45. Are you a heavy sleeper? depends. i was last night.

46. What is the best movie(s) you've seen in the past two weeks? i ve only seen 3 movies these past two weeks n i vote for 'the queen'.

47. Is there anyone you like right now?yes

48. When was the last time you cook the dishes? last night.

49. Are you currently depressed? yes?

50. Did you cry today? about to


entry khas buat zaihana

tahniah miey:)

you are a very lucky girl

hugs n kisses