new hijrah year kick start wasn't so great though..

wishing everybody all over the world a happy new year. it's january and it's muharram 10 days later.
sempat la doa akhir ngn awal taun n semoga ditemukan jodoh dgn org tersayang. amiin..

troubled pakis

Bhutto Assassinated.

Shocking but not unexpected.

i'm not an expert in Pakistan Politic. i drew my conclusion based on the news i heard everyday and my personal encounters with Pakistanis. to me they are volatile in nature, poor in judgment, minimal in tolerance, severely corrupt, manipulative, parasited by the extremism bigots and mostly intellectually deprived. before you oppose my view, please justify all the riots, bombings, unsettled domestic conflicts, dubious US relationship, and fanatical act of idolising corrupted politicians.

who killed her?
one (or more) of these three ;

Bin Laden (representing the deviated extremists) , Musharraf ( aka the fellow local politicians) , or Bush ( i.e. the west)

ironically, when one of the three do something to benefit them, it will ALWAYS benefit the other two as well. so, it doesnt matter much who did it. Perhaps a little bit tough for Musharraf, despite his victory to invalidate the power-sharing scheme ( now that the future sharer dead) , i wonder how is he going to handle the inevitable violences that knocking his door at this very moment.

i must admit things are much complex and murkier than my simple conclusion. but then again, you've gotta agree that something is very not right in that community structures ,which is phenotyped by their failure to settle down peacefully ever since the separation from India.

well, kindly ponder the rest..

alhamdulillah negaraku aman lagi.. seriously, praise be to Allah for the peace i enjoy.

simple life

the past two days was lovely.
my mother and and I has begun surveying for give-aways and flowers .
We also has chosen a theme :) let us keep it to ourselves for now.



cik abg kat nonsy pe cter la harini. tidur lagi la tu:P haihhhh

jerit senyap senyap ok:P

Heard Silent Scream's malay single 'bidadari' in hot f.m. yesterday afternoon ( while in a friend's car). i was like 'aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh' that's my classmate playing that very drum. congratulation Andrew! you're a rock star now hehe.

p/s : don't be a poptart yeah :P

he won't

jose M won't come back ( sighhh)

inhumane humanity

An Iranian man has been hanged for rape despite his alleged victims withdrawing their accusation and a judicial decree quashing his death sentence.
Makwan Mouloudzadeh, 20, had been found guilty of raping three teenage boys when he was 13 years old. - bbc

i don't know if this is just one of the western propagandas to catalyse their invasion plan. but if it did happen.. what an outrageous act!! he was a child when he committed the crime for god's sake. thirteen is too young an age to understand the impact of their doings. by God ,how did they justify that verdict? where did they dig that ancient law? it definitely not God's! i cant believe how people can be so low and heartless and plain cruel. hanging that boy was 1000 times a crime than his so called 'sodomising' act. May Allah bless his young soul.

will he or won't they?

Former Chelsea boss Jose Mourinho would consider the England job if offered it by the Football Association, insists the Portuguese's personal advisor. 'If he were approached he'd consider it, discuss it, negotiate and present his own ideas,' confirmed Eladio Parames. - soccernet


pleaseeeee pleaseeeee come back jose! football is somewhat dull without you. this man is your hope, English!

toss and turn

last night was torturous. soothed a bit after cheri came home. we dated at place stanislas. virtually of course. watching the fireworks via the webcam sempena la fete de st nicholas. it was.. cute of him to ask me to watch that together.

some of the shots that i print-screened

these two pics are among the shots mon cheri took earlier that day around the festival site area. beautiful really.. proud of your D50 ;)

exam induced anxiety

this P.O.P.GP exam is really taking its toll on me.
i'm all stressed out, panic , and to a point, ishaemic of hope..
the whole things are just.. asphyxiating :(

i need all sort of lucks and prayers to get through this hard moment. sigh.

cheri, miss your soothing voice like desperately. u r my adrenaline shot for my xm shock .u just r for everything life saving actually. my ventilator. my oxygen. my defibrillator. my beta-agonist and my morphine. and yes, you are very addictive . god knows how bad is the craving part.


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a mon cher

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms, that carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me to courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazin' 'cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'cause you've brought me too far
and thus, i need you
=)

jump jump

it's a suck world after all

padan muka england
padan muka mc laren
padan muka semua org hahahahaha

REDS BREAKS!!

u know what's amazing about Liverpool FC?
when they really wanna do it, the do it big. as in BIG big. to the point whereby history would never forget about it.
that's what happen in champion's league final in istanbul.
that's what happen in a couple of Chelsea matches.
and that's what happen yesterday in Anfield.
who would have guessed an 8-nil win when they were at a brink of being knocked out from the Europe's most prestigious league? huhu. like soccernet put it; it was a 'make or break' clash. they opted for both fates in the end. they made it through , and they broke the champions league's all-time scoring record. wuhuhuhuhu.

liverpool is such a drama queen i know. but a really entertaining one. and that's one of the reasons why i love them!

congratulation !!! do it more often ;-)

tuna in the brine

Love is like a mustard seed;
planted by God
and watered by men

- Muda Saint Michael -

hope we watered ours well.
pic from his latest batch of collection. love it.

love it, lick it :)

yesterday, i fatefully reunited via online with my lower form's best buddy. it's been years since i last heard from her. the last time we met was summer 2004. there was so much to talk about. will catch with you again sometime soon.

and right after that ( well there was super brief moment of overlap ) , i had another mutual chat with another mutual best friend. the one i was close to since my upper form years and until now. it just that now, we are in different career paths, distanced by hundred miles physically which require sacrifice from the need of regular meet-ups and girl-talks moments. time flies, we grow.. i have a mild phobia of getting old huhu.

my whole point is.. i feel wonderful. and things like this always retrieve nostalgias. the two of you made me smile at the end of the day literally :)

i am 97% percent in silverchair mode this week as i am adapting to young modern album. already in love with 3 or 4 songs. i guess they'd never really get me as they did in diorama and neon ballroom.. but it wasn't really that bad anyway. for instance, thieving bird/strange behaviour ( song sandwiched between song) was really creative.

i quite disapprove daniel's new image though. can't help it. i mean, i don't mind he chose to rubbish the pretty boy image and transformed to a more manly look, but the nipple piercings and increasing amount of body tattoos somehow disgust me. i really shouldn't care rite hehe. pe hal la laki imbruglia ni. regarding the explicit body form transformation, I'm not ruling out steroid from the equation just yet huhu.
papehal pun, i love their music! unique sound and words ( even though sometimes i feel like the lyrics were disarticulated and filled with garbage metaphors haha) .. but most of the time, i was really REALLY REALLY amazed by it.

and oh, the video below is like the best live version of 'miss you love' available in youtube. this concert must have been held 5-6 years back. judging by daniel's look, this vid probably was recorded in neon-ball room era. i like it even better than the studio version actually. and i now starts singing/humming the song like this live version tune too hihi.
i admire the lyric but i don't and never want to relate to it. it's not the way i want to love and be loved huhu. after reading my craps all these years, you must have known i'm a hopeless romantic fool at heart hehe.

enough for tonight. enjoy the video. don't bother watching from minute 3.40 onwards.

all about you

i used to love this song so much and all i can think of then was him. i can't thank God enough that he's mine now:) inshaallah.

i love rock and i love cheesy sweet ballad like this too. they're like totally two different worlds. I think I'm a bit weird but hey at least ( i hope) i'm not boring. hehe. perasannya.

ya rabbi , stadi cherie!

total crap

how come i didn't know??????
how come??
silverchair has an album out after diorama. and hell i just knew it after reading about an aussie award news!
what about daniel john's arthritic fingers? i really hope he didn't get that permanent swan-neck, boteneire deformities and whatnot. what a waste of an unusual talent. i think i like silverchhair coz they are different and very original( at least that's how i believe them to be coz their music to me is one of a kind.)

am listening to their tracks now. but i still didnt get the vibe. perhaps this one is not as good as Diorama. that album was phenomenal. superb.daniel johns seems to have abolished completely his famous boyish look. hmm

at the moment I'm more gravitated toward the 'now playing' song below, than the rest of the tracks in the album.

welcome back silverchair=)


ouch i'm supposed to study paed cardiovascular system instead of this!!


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les reves du beau

if i could have one of these beautiful rose bouquet...






and fresh flowers and petals decoration such as these..


it will ALMOST (as there are still other things i very much desire to have;)) )be a perfect wedding for me ;)

did u know?

it's been one thousand and fifty three days =)

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my homophobic outcry

Did Dumbledore, who believed in the prevailing power of love, ever fall in love himself?

"My truthful answer to you... I always thought of Dumbledore as gay. [ovation.] ... Dumbledore fell in love with Grindelwald, and that that added to his horror when Grindelwald showed himself to be what he was. To an extent, do we say it excused Dumbledore a little more because falling in love can blind us to an extend, but he met someone as brilliant as he was, and rather like Bellatrix he was very drawn to this brilliant person, and horribly, terribly let down by him. Yeah, that's how i always saw Dumbledore. In fact, recently I was in a script read through for the sixth film, and they had Dumbledore saying a line to Harry early in the script saying I knew a girl once, whose hair... [laughter]. I had to write a little note in the margin and slide it along to the scriptwriter, "Dumbledore's gay!" [laughter] If I'd known it would make you so happy, I would have announced it years ago!" - J K Rowling

no rowling, i am dejectedly not happy. what a blatant disrespect to such a marvelous character! Dumbledore is not gay!!!

ouch la la france

France is destined to be first lady-less ( or first gentleman-less) this term. even if Sagolene Royale won.

serve you right Sarko. hate you n love this bit of news about you hahahahah

pinjam gambar ye hunn;-))

wheeling around

how i'm feeling today?

a mixture of everything.

i'm ashamed
i'm gratefulllll
i'm dissapointed
i'm calm
i'm sad

life filled with love ~ a bliss!

this year's eid was wonderful for me.
i really feel at home. home at heart. i love family get-together. it's really fun. especially if your grandparents have 30 grandchildren.like mine ;))
we had an annual grand paternal side family meeting on second syawal.our main big family remains rooted to my great grandparents instead of to my grandparents. my grand pa has 10 siblings. so we have a really huge number of membership huhu. anyway, they are planning for a family day on December first. i'll be on the verge of my end of posting exam by the time =( hate it.
the only thing that missing this raya, was cheri.. how i missed you on first syawal.

Looking foward to celebrate raya with my future husband;-)

10/10/07 : 9.21p.m.

'this is a small step for me but a giant leap to the malaysian citizens. ' - Sheikh Muzaphar

hmm perhaps he meant differently but i interpreted that as a statement with a sense of excessive self-pride if not arrogance.
ahh well, i was admittedly co-nervous during the take off ( i unawarely recited the traveler's prayer as the rocket propelled from the ground!).
and did you guys watch the live broadcast from KLCC just now? that particular TV3 correspondent whose interviewing the NASA representative was such a not-supposed-to-happen blunder!

first he incorrectly pronounced Sheikh Muzaphar the gay great as sheikh mustafa SEVERAL TIMES.

Second he unbelievably uttered to that american the word 'asngkasawan' instead of 'astronaut' while proposing a question about the apparently 'beloved' Malaysian first ASTRONAUT. (u cant deny the favouritism since the beginning. poor the-other-guy.)

and thirdly, the most unforgiven one was , while thanking the american for allowing himself to be interviewed, he actually said this ; ' Captain Robert.. bla bla.. from the nasa , i think... ' I THINK? I THINK? I THINK???????
Hello, he's like the VVVVVIP of that grand banquet, flown all the way from the NASA headquarter for that particular event; went to space 5 freaking times and u dare say I THINK? GOsH u so unqualified to be representing TV3. Farid Ridzwan, fire him now!

The sheikh is also expected to be hosting a celebratory party in the light of observing the eid. party as in meals-and-chit chatting rather than alcohol-and-dancing sort.that's cool. and yeah, i hope he didn't forget about the experiments he brought along too.

Still cant believe he's an orthopaedic M.O

and oh this is the most interesting part :

His ( muzaphar) visit to the station (ISS) was agreed as part of Malaysia's billion-dollar purchase of Russian-made jets. - BBC

it costs our tax payers 3.4 billion dollars to get one Malaysian experienced the outer space for 9 days. hmm well at least there are 1 dozen and half jets as consolation prizes hehe.

to the space and beyond!!

Allah the Al mighty!


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